Usually each year I will make some sort of joke about how I want you in a hung stocking. And that unwrapping you would put a smile on my face. But this year is a tad different. I started to learn a lot more about myself over the past 365 days. I am now able to look into the mirror and not be disgusted by the person looking back at me.
For once, this girl is somewhat speechless when it comes to what she wants. I have put on a brave face and went to my first comic convention in cosplay. I went to my first comedy show, my first concert, and blessed by a new group of people that became part of my life over three days in November. At times I know I struggle with depression, but this year, I can say I am truly blessed.
In my heart, I know I’ve been a good girl, so I’m asking for happiness for everyone in my life. Just seeing others smile puts a smile on my face that is hard to remove. But you know me, so I am also going to ask for a few things, can I find a lipstick that is just as difficult to remove from my face. I’m tired of leaving traces of my lips on everything they touch. Ok, that sounded wrong but also so right. I also want to find more high-quality make-up for a price I can afford. When I have to choose between looking like a princess and eating, it’s not a good day for my stomach.
I also want all the dresses. Not just one dress. ALL THE DRESSES. I need to expand my wardrobe. I’m tired of wearing the same three outfits. It’s time to have something where I have to build a closet to store all of my clothes. And that means this girl also needs a house for that closet. Work on it. And if it the dress is made with sequins, automatic yes!
And finally, dump Mrs. Claus and be with a lady that knows how to melt your marshmallows if you know what I mean. For every nice moment I have, I can be just as naughty.
With love and a dash of crazy,